为什么不想说呢。
可总结归纳为。
我过得不好。并且迫切的希望能好起来。

2.
你的女儿出生。

3.
你生日。

2.
高中的时候。
我妈会时常和身边的几个小姑娘逛街。偶尔淘到不到一百的牛皮单鞋和衣服。就会欢喜异常。
“我买了几件针织衫。你猜多少钱？”
“十九。”我放学回家一边拖鞋一边几只手指搓揉一下针织衫的边角。
“……”
“你怎么知道？！”
“我不知道。随便瞎说的。”
“怎么可能。你肯定也去逛过了。”
“我连在哪儿都不知道……”

“怎么可能……”她跟一同在我家的几个姑娘作诧异万分状。

妈。我真的是随意一说。
毕竟我是你的。

i'm making the same mistake again
letting you back in again
that is making me wonder about
everything i am, and everything i can be
i'm giving up i've had enough
there's nothing gonna make me stop
so i'm yelling out my heart
i'm telling you straight this time
i'm so through with you
you're wasting my time
i feel like a fool
with you by my side
i'll never make the same mistake again
if i look at what we have
i find it hard to understand
what's keeping me waiting
but something keeps pulling me back
while there's really nothing left
i'm giving up i've had enough
there's nothing gonna make me stop
so i'm yelling out my heart
i'm telling you straight this time
i'm so through with you
you're wasting my time
i feel like a fool
with you by my side
listen this is where i stand
i can't wash away the hate, all the hate
once again
i'll be telling you straight this time
i'm so through with you
you're wasting my time
i feel like a fool
with you by my side
i'll never make the same mistake again
i'm so through with you
you're wasting my time
i feel like a fool
with you by my side
i'll never make the same mistake again